Karma makes a complete circle

"Sometimes in life there is an instant when one stops breathing, not due to death, but circumstance. When their world becomes cloudy, the air so tainted that a breath can no longer be caught. Life doesn't have to be bad but it’s not perfect either. Ever had a feeling, that there was a something missing, which had to be found... i have always known that a soul had two parts....and for a life time i have wondered... Though now, i think i'll stop & take my first steps... walking in destinys Shoes"

the world is not so cloudy any more.... Heres to the rest of my journey...


I dont know about you but i am a true believer in karma... that karma has a way of reering its pretty lil' head and biting those on the arse that most deserve it.. well.. today, i'm a bigger believer than i ever was... though... more so...

i know that from today... i can walk forward... head held high and not be scared.

13 years ago my father was brutally stolen from me at the hands of another... namely, a step brother (not my fathers child)& had my life, that of my husband and my eldest child also threatened on numerous occasions... easily put, my life as i knew it had been turned up side down.

today... (13 years and 5 months and 1 day to be exact) on, i no longer have to check in the window of every car coming towards me as i cross the street, look over my shoulder or scour the crowds that i have been so terrified of, but most of all... i can really breath again.

at 6.33am this morning i got a phone call that changed everything... that finally... "my fear".. was no longer warrented.. that the thing that had taught me to fear... to not live like i should was dead. He was found alone... drowned. Karma has a way of completing its circle... this circle is now complete.

He cant hurt me or my family any more...i know that my life will never be the same, although... with him gone.. it will be a hell of a lot easier.

For the first time in all these years... the weight that has pushed upon my shoulders is gone and i can say with all of my heart that right at this moment i feel at peace.. complete peace.. something that i had forgotten how to feel.
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Afterthought: Even though i've been told its over... i still need to see the paper that confirms it... that is easy enough to understand.. right!?